Intense energies and clearing dream

Last night I can honestly say the energies ramped up a notch or better saying a LOT! I felt it already bubbling up inside of my body while I was watching another movie. But it got even more intense as I was lying on my back for sleep. As usual I started my nightly “adventure” with a meditation and just feeling in order to sense new sensations. And I was not disappointed as it became very clear after just a few seconds of lying down that my energy body was being worked on almost immediately after lying down!

I felt strong surges of energy from both of my hip bones, it almost feels like a tiny electric discharge was taking place around the hip joints. I suppose these joints are buffers for extreme amounts of energy so whatever is too much gets discharged from the body and can be felt as sparkling, almost like goosebumps.

After these sensations I felt strong vibrations almost like a cellphone was vibrating in the entire area of my stomach! It was literally feeling as if thousand of tiny little vibrating particles were jumping around in my stomach! And I knew it was a Solar Plexus chakra clearing! After that I felt strong sensations in my chest and I tried to the best of my ability to stay in the heart instead of going up again into the mind and ask questions. I just wanted to observe and feel! However as I drifted closed off to sleep I suddenly got aware again because I felt sudden stings, almost like insect bites in my genital area… It was so weird, can you imagine you are lying in meditation and want to relax as suddenly something feels like it bites you in the most sensitive area of your body? LOL

Anyway after that I just rolled to the side and tried to sleep, which interestingly enough worked quite fast actually!

DREAM: kidnapping, sexual ritual, follow the squirrel into a black hole!

The dream was more than surreal, however it felt very REAL! This is the worst thing about these dreams, they are so unreal but they definitely feel real… OMG this sounds so strange. The dream began actually while I was in some kind of facility or some kind of weird building. I did not see the outside, but I know that there were many people chained up to chairs, that looked like recliners! Just in black leather. I was sitting on the very left outside chair, while on my right there were more women chained up to the chairs. I however was not chained! Still I was sitting there!

The dream shifted many times to a disturbing scene! I am not sure how this happened, but it always shifted to a dark area where a woman was chained to the ground and a man,huge, intense muscles, brown long hair, almost barbaric in looks, kneed over her and raped her! It’s not only that he raped her, I was forced to watch up close how his gigantic ehm… willy entered her… I was disturbed and did not know what was going on, however apparently I was not allowed to wake up from this. This exact scene repeated itself a few times.

Then the dream shifted again and I was sitting once again on the chair, as I hear someone say that the women there are going through a ritual, they are having sexual intercourse to bear the babies for someone. I am not sure who it was though. As I heard this I suddenly got panic flooding my being and I knew I needed to get out of there. It was then that a weird machine who stood on some kind of metallic tripod and had a laser eye turned around and wanted to shoot a laser beam on my wrists, I suppose it was the device that chained the women to the chairs. I countered the attack and grabbed the long, thin neck of this machine and trashed it with my feet and I ran away…

The dream suddenly shifts and I am walking with my husband I suppose? Even though I never saw him, it could have been someone else? As I saw a squirrel run away and into a big black hole. I followed it and the other person followed me. As we reached the black hole I saw that the animal covered it was dirt and a weird golden stone! So I removed the dirt and the stone and could look deep down the “rabbit hole???” I guess the squirrel is my version of ALICE IN WONDERLAND’S bunny!  HA HA HA Did you read that Karin??? The squirrel seems to be for me what is for your the bunny! So we jumped down the hole and found ourselves in a dark underground kind of setting. The man was walking in front of me refusing to turn on the light, as we walked through this area. I was almost running as I got overwhelmed by the darkness down there…

As we reached the end of it I suddenly entered a weird looking house. I moved through the rooms and as I reached the balcony I suddenly realize that it was the same setting as in the beginning but this time nobody as there anymore and it all looked lost and lonely! That moment as I looked over the lawn I must have been woken by my husband getting up in the morning.

Funny though I remember a very vivid flying dream from my childhood! I was flying and visiting a man with blonde hair and blue eyes on a house with a huge balcony in the middle of the night! We were in love apparently and kissing each other. This was one of my first remembered childhood dreams that involved flying in order to reach a place that I could never have entered before. I don’t know how it is connected to my dream just now, but that the memory just came back is definitely worth mentioning!

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Nightly meditation experience (trying for OBE)

I had some very interesting conversations last evening. With Vashta Narada and with a new friend on Facebook. Both of these conversations included ETs and channels and how it actually feels when they make contact (Thank you Vashta). She herself is in connection with a couple of ET beings and she described her feelings of a few of them and how it felt. Then I listened to her interview with channel Rob Gauthier who channels an ET called Plagnor from the Andaar race. And Plagnor said in the interview to a question of how he or they make themselves known when they try to connect, and he said that they use clicking sounds like hand claps (CLICK, CLICK…. CLICK, CLICK) It’s interesting because I hear these clicking sounds many times! sometimes in threes coming from the left ear and sometimes many times which comes from the right ear!

I used an Astral Projection Binaural Beat and it helped me a lot to relax. the track was about an hour long and shifted frequencies in between the different stages. Throughout the track I felt many different energetic sensations, from intense pulling in the Solar Plexus, to sudden dense energy balls traveling from the ovaries area into my right side or left side below the rib cage! I also felt strong energetic sensations around my head and close to the end of the track I felt energy pooling above my hands, I had them palm side up.

As the track ended I tried to visualize my hands to lift up as soon as I felt the energy feeling. But nothing happened. In the matter of fact there was a sudden loud crack inside my room and in the same moment I had an electric jolt throughout my brain with a white light flash, which startled me. I then realized that it became suddenly very windy outside and I heard my door being opened and it scared me a little bit. So I pulled myself out and closed the window in my room so the wind would not move the door with weird noises…After that it was over, I needed to use the bathroom and I did not feel like repeating that whole session again… So once again a night without success 😦

This morning my husband told me that he had a weird dream. He dreamed there was a huge tsunami in our area and it destroyed everything, the house and the surroundings and he saw a woman screaming on the streets. Then out of a sudden he said in the dream he said to himself, that cannot be real, I must be dreaming. I wanted to tell him that at this moment he could have gone anyplace he wanted to, as this means he became lucid! But I didn’t because he does not believe in astral projection and makes jokes about it. He said he waited to wake up… And then I thought to myself. he does not even try and becomes aware that he is dreaming. I try since ages to become lucid and believe me my dreams are extremely weird so it does not make any sense that my mind does not get it that I am in fact dreaming… 😦

In the matter of fact I oddly enough had no dreams at all tonight, I just suddenly woke up because of the alarm at 8:30 AM…