it has been some time since my last blog post! But I have an update about the incoming energies! I will write it in a list style so you can see what I am currently experiencing!
- Extremely strong bubble, tingle, sparkling sensation inside my chest! I describe it as something feels as if it is born inside my chest! Possible first time heart chakra opening?
- I also feel intense energies around my head, sometimes when these streams of energy come in through the crown I feel a shift inside my head, as if something just moved a tiny notch!
- Sometimes strong vertigo feeling
- Tingles and electric discharge feelings all over my body. Very strong in the chest, legs and both hip joints. You sit one moment in a chair watching a movie and in the next it feels like electricity is pouring all over an area of your body! Very weird sensation
- Some head stabbing sensations especially around the left temple and left upper side of my head.
- Sometimes very loud high pitched frequencies most pronounced in left ear!
- Being more and more prepared for multi dimensional aspects. Ergo a couple of days ago I had my very first not threatening Out of Body experience, which was really as if I would have walked through my house in Germany, just not the correct timeline or something as things looked different!
- Becoming more and more aware of a shift of consciousness. Falling asleep but staying on the edge produces the weirdest sensations and sounds! I heard extremely loud paper cracking sounds the night before my OOBE in the morning! This happened now already twice!
- number syncs and other visual syncs that connect to what was said a couple of seconds or minutes ago!
- A strong shift in perceptions. It almost seems like the parallel universes become intertwined! I don’t know how to explain it but when you look in the space in front of you with a soft gaze you will see light woven patterns that seem to move. Very beautiful spectacle and mostly in the color purple for me!
The strongest sensation however is the heart center sensation! I never had such strong energy surges on my heart center! And it really can bliss you out, if it becomes any stronger! Last night I felt this tickling electricity going up my back on the height of the heart chakra! In the same moment my heart chakra was pulling and pushing and buzzing and tingling. It was so strong!
Last night was another night of sleeping alone in our guest room. Every Wednesday my husband and I sleep in different rooms. It’s one of his things, he sometimes needs his space. in the beginning I wasn’t understanding it, but then at some point I accepted it and let him sleep alone. Now I am enjoying it myself as I have time for myself and can do my meditation and chakra clearings.
First I made myself comfortable lying on my back. I downloaded an app on my cellphone that a good friend of mine suggested me. It’s a Chakra Recharging app with a very powerful Pineal Gland activation frequency. I started the track and closed my eyes. After the first few seconds I started feeling strong energetic sensations around my head, it was literally buzzing like crazy! I continued listening to the track while falling deeper and deeper into my meditation. I don’t know what happened but there was one moment were my body suddenly tossed over to the right side and I suddenly woke up with a gasp.
i suddenly realized that the tone was still playing and that the loop must have kicked in which woke me up again. I turned off the app and positioned myself on my back once again. This time I closed my eyes and just felt what would occur. I felt strong buzzing in my head, forehead and back of the head. Clear sign the app is working as it should!
The I began to place my awareness into my chest and heart center. I felt a weight on top of my chest, which shows that a tuning in into that space is happening. I tried to settle my mind and my third eye into the heart center, without noticing the buzzing in my head. Suddenly I felt a very strong inner push coming from my heart center, I don’t know what was happening. It felt simultaneously like my heart was going to explode or implode, a very weird sensation and the first time I was aware of this feeling while I was awake.
The moment it nearly reached it’s peak without getting afraid, as I usual do when this happens during sleep, I suddenly saw a light flash and my husband burst through his bed room door to turn on the damn air condition… The whole magic broke right there… I have no idea what would have happened if he would have not interrupted with his loud behavior and the air condition which now directly was blowing on my face… As the vent is across the room…
Sadly I could not reach that stage again after I turned it off again. I wonder what was happening and what would have happened if I was undisturbed. Would I have endured this feeling, which was threatening to explode my heart? Or would I have jumped again out of fear anyway? 😦 I wish I knew.