Update of incoming energies!

Hello everyone,

it has been some time since my last blog post! But I have an update about the incoming energies! I will write it in a list style so you can see what I am currently experiencing!

  • Extremely strong bubble, tingle, sparkling sensation inside my chest! I describe it as something feels as if it is born inside my chest! Possible first time heart chakra opening?
  • I also feel intense energies around my head, sometimes when these streams of energy come in through the crown I feel a shift inside my head, as if something just moved a tiny notch!
  • Sometimes strong vertigo feeling
  • Tingles and electric discharge feelings all over my body. Very strong in the chest, legs and both hip joints. You sit one moment in a chair watching a movie and in the next it feels like electricity is pouring all over an area of your body! Very weird sensation
  • Some head stabbing sensations especially around the left temple and left upper side of my head.
  • Sometimes very loud high pitched frequencies most pronounced in left ear!
  • Being more and more prepared for multi dimensional aspects. Ergo a couple of days ago I had my very first not threatening Out of Body experience, which was really as if I would have walked through my house in Germany, just not the correct timeline or something as things looked different!
  • Becoming more and more aware of a shift of consciousness. Falling asleep but staying on the edge produces the weirdest sensations and sounds! I heard extremely loud paper cracking sounds the night before my OOBE in the morning! This happened now already twice!
  • number syncs and other visual syncs that connect to what was said a couple of seconds or minutes ago!
  • A strong shift in perceptions. It almost seems like the parallel universes become intertwined! I don’t know how to explain it but when you look in the space in front of you with a soft gaze you will see light woven patterns that seem to move. Very beautiful spectacle and mostly in the color purple for me!

The strongest sensation however is the heart center sensation! I never had such strong energy surges on my heart center! And it really can bliss you out, if it becomes any stronger! Last night I felt this tickling electricity going up my back on the height of the heart chakra! In the same moment my heart chakra was pulling and pushing and buzzing and tingling. It was so strong!

Energy is back!

After a strong emotional pain hit me out of nowhere I suddenly also experienced again the strong energy surges! I feel a lot of activity and movement inside my chest, especially in the evening while sitting relaxed and watching a movie! I can feel it through the front but also on the backside of my body. All in the height of the Heart center! On the back it sometimes feels as if density is pressing against the chair lean!

I also try to still my mind through meditation and I somehow managed last night to get some glimpses of what I experienced in the past when all of these energetic experiences started happening. I was lying on my back and just starring into nothingness. My visual screen was dark. However after some minutes of resting and relaxing I started seeing tiny little light flashes in the darkness. Like a distant camera was flashing on and off.

Then out of a sudden as I did not question anything that would happen or actually happened I saw a light flash which brought a visual with it. I saw for the blink of a second a man’s head. He had short blonde hair, blue eyes and his head appeared to be covered in blood! This visual came on suddenly as it always did in the past, when I first had my Kundalini Awakening. It startled me a tiny bit, or enough to create a heart jump, when it appeared. Sometime after this I fell asleep and I actually had a dream that somehow was connected to this visual!

DREAM: Swimming, two men, blood!

In the dream I was myself and I went to some kind of an indoor swimming pool. It looked beautiful and kind of like the pools in Germany! As I walked towards the edge and downstairs into the water a man passed me. He was taller than me, had short blonde hair and blue eyes. His face is burned into my mind I can still see him in front of me! He looked at me while passing with a very charming gaze! Like he was literally starring right into my soul. As I passed him and went deeper into the water I encountered another man who looked very similar to the first one! However I figured out at some point that they were both brothers! The second one was a little bit younger than the first. And it then happened that I felt embarrassed because of the looks these both men were giving me. I tried to hide from them. But in the end I was sitting at the back side of the pool having my feet inside the water, as the younger brother suddenly appeared and sat beside me. He talked to me, sadly the conversation is lost. However I remotely remember that he tried to make me feel happiness. He tried to convince me that his brother would like to see me. So somehow I must have agreed to this whole thing as both of them were irresistibly charming and beautiful at the same time!

The dream shifted and I entered a house, a beautiful home decorated with picture frames and flowers (red roses). As I entered the house I was lead to the entrance area and needed to wait for the older brother to arrive.

The dream shifted yet again and I see myself sitting on the floor having the same blood covering my face as I saw in the tiny 1 second vision before. Just that it was not me, but a man with short blonde hair, blue eyes! Which could have been one of the men of my dream! However why was I the one with the bloody face and why was I actually looking at myself??? How can I look at myself when I am the one who is obviously bleeding? It was like I saw myself from a different viewpoint.

Energy Update

As it stands now I did not write a long time in this blog, however I am not so sure if anybody actually cares if it is here or not, as my statistics show a very low visit number… I am thinking of deleting the blog, as it does not serve any purpose. I was hoping to reach other people and to help them through it. But so far I am sharing my stories and my experiences with lovely friends on Facebook and not many people interact here anyway. So what difference does it make, if there is one more blog. By now there are so many of us who go through all these energetic changes, that you probably all have your sources already and I just write a diary here for myself.

However I have one update to make. As it happened yesterday I was hit with an emotional pain right straight into my heart… I should not think this way about it, it should have let me cold. But it did not. I will not write about it here now again, it’s all on my FB wall and most who actually read this blog know about it already, so I will leave it out here for now.

After this emotional pain subsided somewhat through focusing on my passengers and talking to them on the rides I came back home in the evening and we were settling down to watch our series (The Vampire Diaries & The Originals) As I was watching TVD, I felt an odd sensation in my chest! It felt like the inside of my chest suddenly started bubbling and I felt a cool but slight tickling sensation. I knew it was an heart energy rush or expansion or possibly a try to calm me down. I think it worked. I never realized this, but it was the first time that something literally touched my heart and I actually felt it! this sensation subsides very quickly as I got aware of it. and did not return since then.

However I have troubles meditating now… It seems like any connection at all is not there anymore… I tried meditating last evening, but there was only a huge NOTHING. No sensations, no tones, except the always persistent white noise that I can hear since my first activation! No pictures, no light. Nothing 😦 As if nothing at all is happening for me anymore. I really don’t know if I lost it or something… But it just feels empty right now and I miss the days when the energy was strong and I started seeing visions, lights, orbs etc. It seems like there is nothing there anymore 😦 Which is weird as usually after my period the energy rushes up again. But this time it subsided and went into break or something 😦 It does not feel good, especially not within another heartache!

Current manifestations of the Kundalini Energy

Well again it has been a while, but I really had nothing new to write about. The last night I had a very vivid dream, so vivid it could have been real. I dreamed of a family gathering, just that the family was not mine. I was complaining about the food choices and how I cannot eat anything sweet in this soup that was served. There where two options and I was on going talking of how I cannot eat something sweet in a soup like that… No idea what that means.

Upon awakening this morning I left my eyes closed and shortly enough I saw a vision come through. I saw a white square paper and something was being written on it, but as usual I tried to focus with my physical eyes and the vision went away… Do I ever learn? 😦 Doesn’t seem like it…

Coming to the current list of Kundalini related energy manifestations

  • Constant twitching of the left eye lid. This happened the first time August 2014 before the Kundalini activated the first time!
  • Twitching of weird places and areas, such as my chest, my ribs, my spine and even my buttocks
  • Lot of high pitched frequency shifts that get accompanied by a high rise in pitch on my left ear. I literally can hear a shift in vibration when this happens.
  • Tons of emotional outbursts, like on a roller coaster. Once happy, then depressed, then everything is too much and I even consider back and forth to keep or give away my pet bird. I also recently got hit with a huge regret feeling of being in this marriage. But this also shifts back and forth…
  • Weird body aches, like stinging pains in toes, arms, sometimes forehead.
  • Buzzing in spine or tailbone off and on
  • Sometimes a feeling of cool spots on my heart chakra! It then suddenly feels cold but fluttering
  • Falling asleep too easily, I do not even get to the point anymore where I would be aware of OOBE sensations, I just suddenly fall asleep and then wake up in the morning…
  • Clumsiness once again. I used to have a problem with breaking glass every time I touched it… But this time it’s not glass, this time I hurt myself on the oddest things, cuts everywhere from paper a huge crescent moon burn on my right lower arm from touching the baking sheet…
  • Strong shivers, chills or tingling surges along the spine, heart and head. Sometimes so strong that they almost feel intoxicating.

Weird dream after focus on Heart center

Last evening I felt strong energetic sensations inside my body. Seems like the energy is up again in full thrust. I felt a very clear shaking and tremor in my left leg, while I had them crossed sitting at the computer. It was not difficult at all to feel this tremor inside and it worked it’s way up the leg.

As the clock turned 12, I decided to join my husband in bed, as he was still working on his laptop lying in bed. I positioned myself in the usual way on my back and closed my eyes. First focusing on the breath, then afterwards on the feet, legs, hands and arms. After that I decided to work on the primary energy centers (Chakras) I placed my full awareness for that in the area of the situated chakra and moved the awareness in a stirring or brushing motion. Sometimes I do also bounce awareness from the front to the back and then again to the front. It then feels like a ball is bouncing between spine and front side of the body. This time I left my Third Eye and Crown chakras alone and concentrated a longer time on the heart chakra. I felt again this heaviness, tightness and pulling sensation, but this time not as strong as before. I said in my mind “Please let me have an OOBE tonight, or at least a Lucid Dream.” Since I did not get anything, I continued meditating on the Heart center.

Dream: ETs, Blue balls and Looking through closed eye lids

Until I somehow fell asleep. I had a weird dream and two scenes stick out to me this morning. The first one being a huge screen in grey and white. How fitting for the image that popped up on this screen… I saw tons, literally tons of tiny grey Alien creatures. all looking weird and kind of disarranged, some only had ahead and nothing else. They were all looking at me and apparently getting closer. They looked kind of crippled. Really odd…

After this scene the ETs disappeared and I saw a scene of different people on a huge green lawn, trying to catch these huge blue balls. But they would move the whole time and nobody could get hold on them… Until I heard someone say “Stop trying to run after them, let them come and then just pick them up.” I saw someone doing as suggested and she (blonde long hair) picked up the ball.

After that it was close to morning I suppose. I suddenly had another one of these weird “dreams” in which I apparently sat at the outer edge of my husband’s bed side and I looked through closed eyelids, I felt it as everything looked clear this time it was almost impossible to know if it was closed eyes. As I looked in front of me I saw these tiny weird looking yellow, orange particles flying through the air, like the air was literally alive. Now I have no idea what that was about, but it disappeared after that and I think then alarm woke me up. Or was it actually after I closed the alarm? I have no idea…

Current list of sensations

Some time has passed since my latest “current list” of “symptoms” or better saying sensations! So I wanted to go ahead and update you all with the current list of sensations I am feeling in my process!

Know that I am doing intense energy work to build my energy body the last 4-5 days and a lot has changed energy wise. While before I literally lost all feeling after a certain amount of time, I am now able to stir the energy which is understood to be like water, once stirred it will continue to move and activate subtle energy pathways and exchange points, which Chinese medicine calls Meridians! Since I am doing energy work during the day or night I feel constant exchanges of energy on all the important energy centers! It is most important before one works on the main centers (chakras) to first prepare and build the secondary energy system. Which is explained very well in Robert Bruce’s book Energy Work – The Secret of Healing and spiritual growth!

His technique called NEW is the most effective technique in energy work I’ve ever witnessed. It’s called tactile Imaging. You use your awareness to move energy through the energy body, instead of visualizing it. It’s 100x more strong and what usually takes a long time to archive through other techniques, takes just a few minutes with this approach! I am highly suggesting this technique for anyone who wants to prepare and build their energy body and bring it to higher amounts of energy! You will become so sensitive that you can literally feel the energy exchanging through the body.

  • Tactile Imaging used on feet and hands brings on a strong activation sensations of the very important secondary energy pathways and chakras, which are literally in all joints of the human body! The fingers have in each joint a tiny chakra which in many people are not activated and can only activate through precise energy work on these chakras. The activation of these feel like buzzing, throbbing and pulsing. It is a very strong feeling of active energy inside the hands and feet. The hands and feet are very strong exchange points, you can suck in energy from both your feet soles and hand palms!
  • Strong energy movement sensations inside the legs, which brings twitching, shaking and buzzing with it.
  • Buzzing palms showing activity in the palm chakra
  • Each single chakra can be felt using Tactile Imaging, once you feel the chakra you can consider it to be active, do not stay longer on ONE chakra as needed, as this can bring bouts of problems with it. Especially with the Third Eye. Too long placing the awareness in this area can bring unbalances such as episode of psychosis, constant delusion etc. It is important before any chakra is worked on to first build the energy body and preparing the secondary chakra pathways. They are the ones that support the energy structures of the Primary chakras.
  • Strong heart center activation, fluttering in chest, buzzing and pounding as well as throbbing of the heart.
  • Strong pulling sensations in Solar Plexus center
  • Strong activation of Root center, feels like a fluttering tailbone, buzzing and pulses can be felt.
  • Strong activation and sensitivity of the Sub-Navel Storage Center. This sits 2 inches below the navel and is THE ONLY place where you should store consciously new rising energy in. There are 3 storage centers: 1. Sub Navel, Sub Heart and Sub Brow. It is never advised to fill the upper two, as this can lead to unbalance. Fill the Sub Navel Storage center and when it is full it will automatically in a natural way spill over to the higher ones.
  • Strong surges and release of chill, tingle and sparkle like energies on every spot of my back, as well as the chest, which spreads towards the arms! this means that energy strobes from the primary centers and fills the surroundings with new higher energy! It feels like a literal nerve rewiring taking place.
  • After each energy work session the energy inside the energy body continues working as if HS took over. This happens because energy is not physical, it’s like water. Once stirred it continues to flow and circle for some time. If you would stop energy work completely after a few days you would not feel it anymore, until you continue!

Heart chakra and third eye sensations!

Before I went to bed last evening I heard a very clear flute kind of frequency in my left ear, it was very clear and was there for quite some time. Then when I went to bed I was guided to just place my awareness into the center of my head (where the Pineal gland is located). Very shortly after that I felt a strong pressure inside my head, I actually thought I could feel the Pineal Gland it was so strong.

Shortly afterwards I suddenly felt my heart chakra rumbling and tingling. It was a very clear rumble I could suddenly feel underneath the bed blanket, which originated from my heart center! I must have fallen asleep with my awareness placed into the Pineal Gland, however I do not remember any dreams, I mean I had some, but I cannot recall any of them.

This morning I got up and decided to bake my homemade muffins, however I needed to go shop for some missing ingredients. I went outside into the sun and realized I suddenly had a very thing glowing horizontal line in my vision. It was like burned into my eyes. I have no idea what I looked at before that happened, but the line was simply just there for a few seconds. I closed my eyes and opened them again and the line was still there.

Lately when I look at things, light sources etc. I do see a very strong after image that stays for a long time! Yesterday I was sun gazing in the late evening while we were driving. And because of the constant movement of the car I had the sun burned into my vision in like 5 different places. The vision I saw when I had a soft gaze just starring at a wall was this:

sun

These 6 glowing dots are since yesterday inside my vision and they appear when I let my gaze become soft and just stare into space or at a wall etc.