Update of incoming energies!

Hello everyone,

it has been some time since my last blog post! But I have an update about the incoming energies! I will write it in a list style so you can see what I am currently experiencing!

  • Extremely strong bubble, tingle, sparkling sensation inside my chest! I describe it as something feels as if it is born inside my chest! Possible first time heart chakra opening?
  • I also feel intense energies around my head, sometimes when these streams of energy come in through the crown I feel a shift inside my head, as if something just moved a tiny notch!
  • Sometimes strong vertigo feeling
  • Tingles and electric discharge feelings all over my body. Very strong in the chest, legs and both hip joints. You sit one moment in a chair watching a movie and in the next it feels like electricity is pouring all over an area of your body! Very weird sensation
  • Some head stabbing sensations especially around the left temple and left upper side of my head.
  • Sometimes very loud high pitched frequencies most pronounced in left ear!
  • Being more and more prepared for multi dimensional aspects. Ergo a couple of days ago I had my very first not threatening Out of Body experience, which was really as if I would have walked through my house in Germany, just not the correct timeline or something as things looked different!
  • Becoming more and more aware of a shift of consciousness. Falling asleep but staying on the edge produces the weirdest sensations and sounds! I heard extremely loud paper cracking sounds the night before my OOBE in the morning! This happened now already twice!
  • number syncs and other visual syncs that connect to what was said a couple of seconds or minutes ago!
  • A strong shift in perceptions. It almost seems like the parallel universes become intertwined! I don’t know how to explain it but when you look in the space in front of you with a soft gaze you will see light woven patterns that seem to move. Very beautiful spectacle and mostly in the color purple for me!

The strongest sensation however is the heart center sensation! I never had such strong energy surges on my heart center! And it really can bliss you out, if it becomes any stronger! Last night I felt this tickling electricity going up my back on the height of the heart chakra! In the same moment my heart chakra was pulling and pushing and buzzing and tingling. It was so strong!


Energy is back!

After a strong emotional pain hit me out of nowhere I suddenly also experienced again the strong energy surges! I feel a lot of activity and movement inside my chest, especially in the evening while sitting relaxed and watching a movie! I can feel it through the front but also on the backside of my body. All in the height of the Heart center! On the back it sometimes feels as if density is pressing against the chair lean!

I also try to still my mind through meditation and I somehow managed last night to get some glimpses of what I experienced in the past when all of these energetic experiences started happening. I was lying on my back and just starring into nothingness. My visual screen was dark. However after some minutes of resting and relaxing I started seeing tiny little light flashes in the darkness. Like a distant camera was flashing on and off.

Then out of a sudden as I did not question anything that would happen or actually happened I saw a light flash which brought a visual with it. I saw for the blink of a second a man’s head. He had short blonde hair, blue eyes and his head appeared to be covered in blood! This visual came on suddenly as it always did in the past, when I first had my Kundalini Awakening. It startled me a tiny bit, or enough to create a heart jump, when it appeared. Sometime after this I fell asleep and I actually had a dream that somehow was connected to this visual!

DREAM: Swimming, two men, blood!

In the dream I was myself and I went to some kind of an indoor swimming pool. It looked beautiful and kind of like the pools in Germany! As I walked towards the edge and downstairs into the water a man passed me. He was taller than me, had short blonde hair and blue eyes. His face is burned into my mind I can still see him in front of me! He looked at me while passing with a very charming gaze! Like he was literally starring right into my soul. As I passed him and went deeper into the water I encountered another man who looked very similar to the first one! However I figured out at some point that they were both brothers! The second one was a little bit younger than the first. And it then happened that I felt embarrassed because of the looks these both men were giving me. I tried to hide from them. But in the end I was sitting at the back side of the pool having my feet inside the water, as the younger brother suddenly appeared and sat beside me. He talked to me, sadly the conversation is lost. However I remotely remember that he tried to make me feel happiness. He tried to convince me that his brother would like to see me. So somehow I must have agreed to this whole thing as both of them were irresistibly charming and beautiful at the same time!

The dream shifted and I entered a house, a beautiful home decorated with picture frames and flowers (red roses). As I entered the house I was lead to the entrance area and needed to wait for the older brother to arrive.

The dream shifted yet again and I see myself sitting on the floor having the same blood covering my face as I saw in the tiny 1 second vision before. Just that it was not me, but a man with short blonde hair, blue eyes! Which could have been one of the men of my dream! However why was I the one with the bloody face and why was I actually looking at myself??? How can I look at myself when I am the one who is obviously bleeding? It was like I saw myself from a different viewpoint.

Sleepless night, pressure, vision upon awakening

Yesterday it occurred to me that there was a Geomagnetic storm going on. Thanks to my friend Dayna I am always up to date about these sun flares and storms that sometimes just create extreme energetic sensations and reactions! And in fact the whole day I felt already a huge soreness on the top, back side of my head. Every time I would touch that spot it started hurting, like totally sensitive… on top of that I experienced major energy surges that also included my head this time! Sudden energy surges usually feel like electricity gone wild suddenly spreading in a specific body part and then growing up to the head. Sometimes these energetic surges would start at the head and then it literally feels as if cold air is being released with a sensation of strong energetic tingles and sparkles!

Then towards the evening it became stronger and actually the whole top back side of my head became sore to the touch and even more sore after each major energy surge. The went on into the night and the end result was that I could not meditate for real, I could not be quiet and stay in my back laying position as my head started pressuring. Then I did manage to fall asleep and I had a dream but all I could remember before waking up again was a spice rack hanging on the wall. As I woke up, I left my eyes closed and turned around from the left side to a back laying position in that moment I suddenly became aware of a vision download that started appearing in front of my closed eyes.

What I saw was a white pages with tons of information on it, mainly weird looking symbols, text that I could not read. So I remembered in that moment not to think what it means, but to consciously just being the observer. The page began to scroll and looked almost like the title beginning of a Star Wars movie. I saw more symbols and a bigger one which I kind of remember. It looked like a monument for a bridge some kind of.

I tried to paint it as best as I could remember:


Now I have no idea what a symbol like that would mean, but the fact that similar symbols appeared on this document probably means it’s important.

On top of all the pressure going on I also woke up many times just to scratch the whole top of my head as the tingling and sparkling really created itches!

A sudden memory returned from last night!

i just remembered that in between all these dreams from last night I also experienced something different. I remember now with a certain energy sensation around my head and my heart center what I experienced last night. It was right after one of those dreams that I talked about in my last post! I suddenly felt a pulling sensation in my body it came from the head but also from the Solar Plexus chakra! It felt like a sudden electric jolt happened in these areas causing me to wake up and feel the buzzing, I don’t know why it was removed from my memory until now, but it just suddenly returned and I thought I better write it down!

The energy is strong today, especially around head!

As I was reading on some posts online and writing to one of my friends about the possibility of her being a starseed as well, I looked at another website called OMTALKS, a beautiful forum with a lot of beautiful people who are like me. As I was looking on this website (forum) I suddenly had a very strong vibrating sensation surrounding my head, it was like my head was being buzzed from left and right and at the same moment it felt like the space in front of me was kind of vibrating!

Lately I see so many light phenomenon it’s incredible. My birthday party yesterday evening brought tons of spirit orbs to our home and they even got captured on 2-3 photos! I never saw so many orbs in one photo! It was just a beautiful evening!

On Saturday we went to The Walt Disney Concert Hall and were listening to choir who was singing about god and his angelic creatures called “Cherubim” interesting enough the Cherubim look kind of similar to the Seraphim which I was drawn to a few days ago. They are depicted as higher order angel with 6 wings! I think during the time we listened to the choir I received some major energy upgrades inside my head, as I felt a very clear moment of shift inside my head, which felt like something got replaced or changed position, very weird feeling.

In the evening then when we watched a movie it literally felt like my spirit inside was spinning, I suddenly felt like I would fly away any second, like a roller coaster while I was firmly sitting inside a chair! I actually now wonder if this was a tractor beam that tried to pull me up, but I wasn’t calm it felt like dying because the feeling of head spinning with a feeling of faintness being the end result made me panic and move, so I have no idea what would have happened if I would have not panicked at that moment.

Head energy infusion!

Wow… I was just writing to a person per e-mail. I finally decided for myself to give my pet bird away and this woman is amazing. I felt her energy and they love animals. As I was writing the message to her, I suddenly had a weird feeling in my head that almost felt like becoming deaf on the right ear, it almost felt like a huge energetic shift was taking place. The next moment I suddenly heard a very high pitched tone in my left ear and at the same moment I felt a very strong energetic pushing massage feeling on the whole left side of my head! From the top down to the temple it’s literally crawling there right now.

It almost felt like the left brain was touched by something electrical and then set up a short circuit. I still feel the strong energy shifting on the left brain side!