Dream: water, toilets, group meeting

As if my dreams cannot be any weirder… But this just happened last night. I fell asleep from within my meditation I suppose as I was aware of a very weird dream going on! The theme of the last 3 dreams seems to be element related. 1. FIRE, 2 WATER.

DREAM: water, toilets, group meeting

The dream started ordinary in a place that was actually beautiful, green lawn everywhere, kind of like a park or something like that. I remember I came from someplace and tried to get through this park, I suppose I wanted to go someplace. But I was stuck in place as I approached a weird space. There was a huge rectangular swimming pool in the ground. There were tons of people all around and I remember that there was a man going around checking around the pool. But what is weird about this was that around the swimmingpool there were at least 10 toilet seats placed into the ground directly around the pool. Which was so strange to see… There were actually girls sitting on these toilet seats, bottoms uncovered…

I remember trying to find an indoor bathroom and I went from one place to the next and could not find anything at all. All I got was weird looks as if I was not knowing what the rules were for this place. I have no idea why everybody looked at my like I was a ghost or something else…

As I went outside again I actually got close to this pool and the toilet seats… I checked it out further and recognized that the girls who were sitting on these seats where doing some kind of “ritual” the man who was circling around the pool had a bottle with some weird orange liquid, kind of like a liquid soap. He poured this substance on the abdomen of the females and they needed to wash their female parts with this. It got even weirder. As I suddenly decided without much of a choice kind of. I sat down on one of these seats and the man dripped the substance on my abdomen and I used my hands to wash myself down there… I saw how the substance built a lot of foam.

After this scene I got up and wanted to get away from this place. I tried to run over the lawn towards the entrance as I suddenly was stopped by a young girl, she had blonde hair and asked me a question about the place, she was obviously searching for something. I told her something, but I forgot what exactly I said. as I continued another young girl with long brown hair and eyes came towards me and asked me about something she was looking for. She asked me if I knew where I can find a “Smart Pocket“. I asked her “Smart Pocket???” I then told her that I am not actually working here and I just wanted to leave.

But then it became funny, I was back around the pool and I suddenly saw Dayna and Karin. Two friends of mine from Facebook! Dayna came towards me and we hugged each other. Karin came as well and looked at us, as Dayna suddenly said “I really hope my husband does not sell all my stuff on “BlueBay” while I am here.” I looked at her and asked “BlueBay?” It’s weird because it could have been Ebay but she really said BlueBay! I did not know what to say, so I told her “No I do not think he would do that!” For whatever reason I suddenly turned around and walked away, as I observed that Karin who was standing in front of Dayna looked at me while I disappeared. That’s when I actually awoke this morning.

I just tried to find out what BlueBay means! and it is two different things.
1. BlueBay Asset Management
2. BlueBay Spa and Resort

But there are actually many more resorts with that name, However I never saw that name before!


Another weird dream

Tonight I finally had a dream again that I can remember even the next morning! My husband got hit in the meantime with yet another cold, but this time it seems to be Virus related… That means he is already sick for a month now… The dream was nice at first and then turned to a nightmare!

DREAM: Musical, Ride, Threat for death

The beginning of the dream was like an overlook at something. I saw my husband’s music in a musical setting. He composed one of the many Phantom of the Opera movies and I suddenly saw a stage for a big musical and all the stage decor etc. It was just magical!

As the dream shifted I was on my way back someplace and I saw this black car. Which I jumped into. It was most likely  a Lyft ride, but I was the passenger! As I got into the car the inside suddenly morphed and it became a square room. Like literally it did not look like the inside of a car anymore! There was a square table and a man sat on the left in front of me and a woman on the right! As I looked at everything I realized that there were suddenly steering-wheels coming out of the table. The woman took the wheel and started driving. The dream felt very real to me. I looked out of the window while driving and my gaze suddenly fell on the curb, there was a big crow screaming at 2 grey cats (lol grey??? hmmm) As I looked closer I saw that the crow was protecting a couple of baby crows! And I said out loud “Oh my goodness baby crows!

Suddenly the dream shifted and we arrive at my car, as we got out of theirs the car outside just looked like a normal black car again. They came out and looked at my windshield and saw the Lyft trade dress. They asked me questions and there was mysteriously some kind of cellphone lying on my dashboard on the right side beneath the lyft logo. Also some kind of note with weird letters and numbers and they asked me about these… But I have no idea how it continued from here, as the dream suddenly shifted.

I suddenly saw a man, he had short hair, looked really, really mad and insane! He had a fire-thrower and was trying to burn someone or something. I got scared but at the same moment I wanted to help the person/thing that he tried to burn, as the thrower suddenly started acting up and no flames came out anymore I ran towards him and tried to knock him down. Sadly that did not work very well for me and he looked at me and tried to grab me. In that moment I caught an hose and pointed it at him, some fluid came out and into his eyes. But he didn’t care and tried to grab hold on me. I felt scared and panicked. As he knocked me down and tried to strangle me I was screaming in my dream. Until to the last moment when my husband suddenly appeared and knocked him over. I don’t remember anything from here on. I have no idea what happened, if I woke up or something else… But this was a terrifying experience…

Burning of the Christmas Tree

This year we did not have a Christmas tree so it was kind of funny actually that I would dream about one, while Christmas was already over and the new year started. We came back from a New Years Eve party with friends at around 2:30 Am… ugh I was so tired and the alcohol did not do any good either… They wanted everyone to say a prayer for the New Year in our mother languages and there were a lot of languages in the room! So after each prayer we had to drink a sip of Champagne. Man I was so full of that stuff… And it was way too much for me…

As we returned home we went straight to bed to just get some rest after such a long evening. However I did manage to meditate a little while on my Third Eye this time. I felt the energetic shivers and surges in my spine and also my Third Eye was kind of fluttering.

After some time I must have fallen asleep. Shortly before the morning wake up however I had a short dream that I remember.

DREAM: Burning Christmas tree

I saw a Christmas tree that was kind of electric. It was not a natural tree. A person wanted to burn the tree and do something with it no idea what though… I saw how the top of the tree started burning down, flames surrounded the top and slowly worked there way down. But as the flames reached further down I suddenly interrupted her and said kind of in panic “Stop it before it reaches the cables inside, it will burst the whole house in flames if that happens!” This was the moment when the dream disappeared and my husband woke me up.

Another strange dream

Yesterday was Wednesday so the day for me to sleep alone. Before I actually went to bed, we watched another movie… Since my husband is a movie composer and receives all the movies of the year, we usually watch them at the end of the year. Last evening we watched a movie called “Youth“. It was my turn to pick a movie out of the mixed row.
However I never know what I will grab as the movies are all backwards and no titles can be seen so it is always a surprise. The movie was oddly enough directly connected to husbands and my life. It was about an old man who once was a composer and conductor. He went to a Retreat and his daughter visited him and there was a moment when the daughter was on the floor, because her boyfriend left her for another woman and said “The woman was good in bed“.
There was a scene when the man (Fred) and his Daughter (Lena) were lying in a mud bath and he told her I am so sorry Lena, I understand you. And suddenly she went ahead and told him how little he understands, that he was always only interested in music, never hugged, kissed or appreciated his wife, never brought her flowers in 10 years etc. When I watched this scene, I was in awe, as it represents exactly how I feel. No coincidence that I caught this movie!
Then there was a scene where Fred and his friend made jokes about the monk who was meditating all day. And he said to the monk “you will never levitate!” In that moment I was somehow in a different state or something no idea, but I suddenly heard a very clear frequency pitch on my right ear. Instead of listening to it, I tried to focus on my heart center. But I did not know what it meant. Later in the movie however they showed that the monk indeed started levitating! Maybe the ring was a message that the said sentence was a lie.

When I finally went to bed, I was lying on my back and it was so cold, even while I completely tugged myself inside the blankets, the mattress once again would not get warmer, my knees started hurting because of the cold… And instead of staying awake and enduring the cold, I tried to fall asleep quickly. And I did, when I suddenly found myself having a very strange dream.

DREAM: Man with Blonde hair, Friend, marriage

I sadly do not remember the whole dream, but key elements were that I was together with a man who had blonde hair. Funny this blonde hair men with blue eyes come up every single time! Then a friend of ours visited us, she is a good girl and lives together with her boyfriend in Sardinia. So the dream now made no sense anymore. She looked at me while we were standing someplace and she asked me if we could move in together, but not only that, she also asked that we could then get married. And that’s when the dream suddenly got interrupted, because the alarm of my phone went off… I was completely perplexed and wanted to tell her that this was not possible. But before I could do so, I was kicked out of it.

Intense energy rushes, another weird dream

Last evening we were invited to a friend’s Christmas home party, it was so nice and all those beautiful decorations, this kicked in the spirit of Christmas big time. After a beautiful gathering we decided to go home. I took a bath and it was Wednesday so it was my sleeping alone day.

I started out again lying on the back. I closed my eyes and decided to focus on my Heart Center straight from the beginning. The feeling was not as intense anymore as the last 2 days. However after a few minutes of doing so I suddenly got literally flooded by intense shivery energy rushes and surges, all along my spine, chest, arms, sometimes even the legs and in between the legs (don’t need to go there lol) These rushes can only be described as a cool, tingling that gets released and floods the area with shivers and sparkles. That’s the only way I can describe it. However I did not manage to get warm or even heat up the mattress I was lying on. Since it was so cold I turned around and pulled myself under the blanket in fetus position. After some time of struggle to fall asleep because of the cold, I finally managed to do so.

Dream: Intense Roller Coaster, no belt, black bear, looping & all kinds of meat

The dream was of the strange and weird kind. And finally I can remember them again, took a long time! The beginning of the dream was that I and 2-3 other people decided to go to a Sea World Park. However not Sea World as we know it. It’s more like an amusement park! I did not find a car to drive with so I used a tiny scooter and went the whole way kicking with my right leg. When I finally arrived I met with the other persons who came with a car…

We decided to go on this Roller Coaster. I remember sitting down while everybody put their safety belts on. I sat down and wanted to do the same, as suddenly a tiny creature entered the wagon we sat in. The creature was a tiny black bear. He sat in front of me and lifted his paw. I was so amazed at this that I touched his paw. Suddenly another guy with blonde hair and blue eyes came inside and stole my seat. I suddenly found myself sitting on the floor. And pressed myself between the legs of my friends. Without safety belt. As the Roller Coaster came to move, I suddenly got scared, I had no idea what kind of ride this was. And so I grasped the poles left and right beside me and was facing backwards to the actual ride. So I did not see what actually was happening. However it became very fast clear to me that this damn ride had loops! And I was sitting there facing backwards, no safety belts and screaming my lungs out. As I actually did feel the free fall feeling of the loop. This whole thing continued for 2-3 times then somebody decided to finally stop the ride of hell… We all got out of that thing save! Thanks god…

However this guy who stole my seat followed us to a nearby restaurant and everybody ordered as if they knew this place like their own vest pocket… I just looked at how fast the food came out and all of them had meat. Huge amounts of meat. One of them had a whole chunk of a leg of something… Another one had something more ground like beef or so. And as I tried to choose this blonde guy tried to suggest to me to take the chicken curry… But I was undecided and just stood there like s stupid person not knowing what to do…

However I think the dream ended then because the alarm went off this morning. What a weird dream…

PS. funny enough I have a weird ache in my right upper leg today. It’s not really the hip I think. It’s more deep in the bone, however it is not… It’s difficult to describe but when I walk it is not comfortable. Seems like more of the right body side goes through release and change.

The landing of the wall!

Well tonight was a night full of mysterious dreams. But one of them stood out and is stuck in my head, like I literally experienced it first hand. The dream had absolutely nothing to do with my daily life and experiences and yet it combined many things in it that I was interested in throughout the last couple of months! The dream was not only surreal, it was also literally screaming for a WAKE ME UP call. Yet it did not manage to make me lucid or bring an OOBE to me. But let’s begin with the dream, that I remember.

DREAM: The landing of the wall

I remember in the beginning of the dream I was together with an old friend of ours. (I will call her S.) We were on the way over a huge parking lot and headed towards a huge building. I am not sure where this was and what kind of building it actually was. But it was HUGE!
As we walked towards the door, something caught my interest. I looked towards the right side, up to the sky. It was close to sunset and the sky was kind of dark. But I saw something that looked amazing. It was this weird light spectacle that we heard the last couple of weeks so much about. People said it was a missile or rocket test of some sort. It started as a rainbow colored light streak and was always in motion, until it broke in two and created a circle. I was in awe seeing this phenomenon with my own eyes! I stood still and pointed towards it, as S. looked up she was surprised and asked me what this is. I shook my head, I had no idea what it was or could be. All I knew was that it looked beautiful and kind of hypnotic. Then I saw the sky around it shifting like there were suddenly movements in the sky and I started seeing all kind of colored mandalas and other light forms. Again I was in awe about this spectacular sight!

I suddenly got the idea to get my camera to shoot photos and I told S. “I am sorry I never have my camera with me when things like this happen, I will get it now.” I was literally excited and ran into the building and came out very quick with my camera, funny enough I do not remember how I got the camera, was like the dream skipped that part. I just came out with it in my hands! Then I point it towards the sky and the light show. But as I looked through the camera screen I could not see the light spectacle, it was like gone. I was surprised and took the camera down, as I looked with my own eyes up the sky, the lights were becoming very dark and out of nowhere 2-3 dark colored helicopters appeared and approached the ground, they came out of thin air!!!

We all stood there stuck in place looking up towards the helicopters that were about to land. As the helicopters landed, a lot of men with dark colored uniforms without markings jumped out. They were obviously armed. They started shooting at the people around us, many fell. I managed with S. to hide and run away, but we were closely followed by them. Suddenly I lost S. And was on my own.

I remember hiding in crawl position behind all these many cars on the parking lot. I was crawling behind a car and there was this girl with long brown hair. She saw me and I lifted my hand and did “Psst” So these men would not hear us. Then my gaze turned to the left side and I looked up the sky. I saw a white refrigerator falling down from the sky. As it hit the ground further away on the lot, I got overwhelmed by panic as my gaze fell upon the other approaching objects, as they suddenly became bigger. I saw cars approaching and Tiny UFO shaped objects, all hitting the ground around us. I suddenly stood there and screamed hand at my head “This must be a dream!!!” Yet I do not understand that nothing happened with this realization, I did not go OOBE or Lucid. It just continue…

As I crawled around the cars back towards the building. I somehow ran into a crowd of these dark colored uniform men. One saw me and he pointed his long gun at me. I got scared and thought that’s it. But he did not shoot me. As I reached the building another man pointed his gun at me and I saw myself trying to jump around to not get hit. But he shot me in the stomach, just to find that the bullet jumped off me, because I suddenly had a bullet proof west around my chest O.o.

As I went inside the building I saw that many people stood in a line, I did not see S. anymore. But there was another boy from my childhood (Thomas) I heard one of the men in uniform say “This is it, you guys are free to go, we are done here…” I stood in the line and asked Thomas if he saw these weird lights before all this happened. I told him what I saw in the beginning and then suddenly helicopters approached this place. And he said: “It was the landing of the wall.“Before I could ask what he means with that I was thrown in another scene, just before the helicopters approached, I suddenly saw the lights again and then how 3 helicopters placed a huge rounded tower on top of the building before they landed. The tower looked like a round wall…

Again I have no idea what this dream means, but it as more surreal than anything I ever dreamed about before, that’s for sure!

Dream: Winning Game, Obama, Neo Nazis

Last evening I had no time to do my energy exercises so I did them while lying in bed. I did not do it for a long time, just long enough to get the energy flowing again. I need to stick with it as I observed that since I am working not only with the Primary Energy centers, but also the  secondary energy centers as well as the tertiary centers in the feet, legs, hands & arms, my energy is much more balanced. I do not feel extreme surges of depression and unbalance as I did before, when I only focused on heart and third eye centers! This is huge, I just realized how important it is to work on all energy centers, tiny, small and bigger ones. Otherwise the energy body gets out of alignment. I did not experience a heavy upset yet and even a fight with my husband from 2 days ago just disappeared afterwards and he came hugging me, that never happened before! Because I could keep my calm much better than before…

After all energy stimulating exercises last night I just stayed calm on my back and tried for an OOBE. I felt some movements of my energy body, but that was about it, I just fell asleep at some point. Sadly my husband has the habit to stay online on his laptop up till late in the night and then gets upset that I cannot get out of bed early in the morning… So I was just too tired to try further. I had a very weird Dream!

DREAM:  Winning Game, Obama, Neo Nazis

The dream cannot be more weird. While my husband had a terrible nightmare and was obviously visited by his mother throughout his dream, I dreamed something totally banal…

First scene involved a soccer game, the team was close to losing the game, as I decided to get in and shot the deciding goal. After that I realized I won this game for President Obama. Now that was the first dream I ever met with him… After that game I went into his office and I see him sitting in front of a TV monitor, he turned around and looked at me with his usual look… He congratulated me for winning his game for him.

After that he turned the TV on and the news reported about problems in Germany, they were talking about the extremist Neo Nazis and Obama suddenly made a remark and said “Hmm somebody needs to stop these people, if nobody else does, I will make sure that they will suffer.” I looked at the screen and saw number 100 and thought it was the number of how many Nazis he was talking about. I tried to interrupt this thought and said back to him “No I do not feel right, you want to go into a big city and bomb it because of 100 extremists? I cannot allow this to happen, it could hurt innocent people, like my family!

I don’t know what happened after this, but I suddenly cannot remember anything else happening after that, what a weird dream…