Another weird dream

Tonight I finally had a dream again that I can remember even the next morning! My husband got hit in the meantime with yet another cold, but this time it seems to be Virus related… That means he is already sick for a month now… The dream was nice at first and then turned to a nightmare!

DREAM: Musical, Ride, Threat for death

The beginning of the dream was like an overlook at something. I saw my husband’s music in a musical setting. He composed one of the many Phantom of the Opera movies and I suddenly saw a stage for a big musical and all the stage decor etc. It was just magical!

As the dream shifted I was on my way back someplace and I saw this black car. Which I jumped into. It was most likely  a Lyft ride, but I was the passenger! As I got into the car the inside suddenly morphed and it became a square room. Like literally it did not look like the inside of a car anymore! There was a square table and a man sat on the left in front of me and a woman on the right! As I looked at everything I realized that there were suddenly steering-wheels coming out of the table. The woman took the wheel and started driving. The dream felt very real to me. I looked out of the window while driving and my gaze suddenly fell on the curb, there was a big crow screaming at 2 grey cats (lol grey??? hmmm) As I looked closer I saw that the crow was protecting a couple of baby crows! And I said out loud “Oh my goodness baby crows!

Suddenly the dream shifted and we arrive at my car, as we got out of theirs the car outside just looked like a normal black car again. They came out and looked at my windshield and saw the Lyft trade dress. They asked me questions and there was mysteriously some kind of cellphone lying on my dashboard on the right side beneath the lyft logo. Also some kind of note with weird letters and numbers and they asked me about these… But I have no idea how it continued from here, as the dream suddenly shifted.

I suddenly saw a man, he had short hair, looked really, really mad and insane! He had a fire-thrower and was trying to burn someone or something. I got scared but at the same moment I wanted to help the person/thing that he tried to burn, as the thrower suddenly started acting up and no flames came out anymore I ran towards him and tried to knock him down. Sadly that did not work very well for me and he looked at me and tried to grab me. In that moment I caught an hose and pointed it at him, some fluid came out and into his eyes. But he didn’t care and tried to grab hold on me. I felt scared and panicked. As he knocked me down and tried to strangle me I was screaming in my dream. Until to the last moment when my husband suddenly appeared and knocked him over. I don’t remember anything from here on. I have no idea what happened, if I woke up or something else… But this was a terrifying experience…

The landing of the wall!

Well tonight was a night full of mysterious dreams. But one of them stood out and is stuck in my head, like I literally experienced it first hand. The dream had absolutely nothing to do with my daily life and experiences and yet it combined many things in it that I was interested in throughout the last couple of months! The dream was not only surreal, it was also literally screaming for a WAKE ME UP call. Yet it did not manage to make me lucid or bring an OOBE to me. But let’s begin with the dream, that I remember.

DREAM: The landing of the wall

I remember in the beginning of the dream I was together with an old friend of ours. (I will call her S.) We were on the way over a huge parking lot and headed towards a huge building. I am not sure where this was and what kind of building it actually was. But it was HUGE!
As we walked towards the door, something caught my interest. I looked towards the right side, up to the sky. It was close to sunset and the sky was kind of dark. But I saw something that looked amazing. It was this weird light spectacle that we heard the last couple of weeks so much about. People said it was a missile or rocket test of some sort. It started as a rainbow colored light streak and was always in motion, until it broke in two and created a circle. I was in awe seeing this phenomenon with my own eyes! I stood still and pointed towards it, as S. looked up she was surprised and asked me what this is. I shook my head, I had no idea what it was or could be. All I knew was that it looked beautiful and kind of hypnotic. Then I saw the sky around it shifting like there were suddenly movements in the sky and I started seeing all kind of colored mandalas and other light forms. Again I was in awe about this spectacular sight!

I suddenly got the idea to get my camera to shoot photos and I told S. “I am sorry I never have my camera with me when things like this happen, I will get it now.” I was literally excited and ran into the building and came out very quick with my camera, funny enough I do not remember how I got the camera, was like the dream skipped that part. I just came out with it in my hands! Then I point it towards the sky and the light show. But as I looked through the camera screen I could not see the light spectacle, it was like gone. I was surprised and took the camera down, as I looked with my own eyes up the sky, the lights were becoming very dark and out of nowhere 2-3 dark colored helicopters appeared and approached the ground, they came out of thin air!!!

We all stood there stuck in place looking up towards the helicopters that were about to land. As the helicopters landed, a lot of men with dark colored uniforms without markings jumped out. They were obviously armed. They started shooting at the people around us, many fell. I managed with S. to hide and run away, but we were closely followed by them. Suddenly I lost S. And was on my own.

I remember hiding in crawl position behind all these many cars on the parking lot. I was crawling behind a car and there was this girl with long brown hair. She saw me and I lifted my hand and did “Psst” So these men would not hear us. Then my gaze turned to the left side and I looked up the sky. I saw a white refrigerator falling down from the sky. As it hit the ground further away on the lot, I got overwhelmed by panic as my gaze fell upon the other approaching objects, as they suddenly became bigger. I saw cars approaching and Tiny UFO shaped objects, all hitting the ground around us. I suddenly stood there and screamed hand at my head “This must be a dream!!!” Yet I do not understand that nothing happened with this realization, I did not go OOBE or Lucid. It just continue…

As I crawled around the cars back towards the building. I somehow ran into a crowd of these dark colored uniform men. One saw me and he pointed his long gun at me. I got scared and thought that’s it. But he did not shoot me. As I reached the building another man pointed his gun at me and I saw myself trying to jump around to not get hit. But he shot me in the stomach, just to find that the bullet jumped off me, because I suddenly had a bullet proof west around my chest O.o.

As I went inside the building I saw that many people stood in a line, I did not see S. anymore. But there was another boy from my childhood (Thomas) I heard one of the men in uniform say “This is it, you guys are free to go, we are done here…” I stood in the line and asked Thomas if he saw these weird lights before all this happened. I told him what I saw in the beginning and then suddenly helicopters approached this place. And he said: “It was the landing of the wall.“Before I could ask what he means with that I was thrown in another scene, just before the helicopters approached, I suddenly saw the lights again and then how 3 helicopters placed a huge rounded tower on top of the building before they landed. The tower looked like a round wall…

Again I have no idea what this dream means, but it as more surreal than anything I ever dreamed about before, that’s for sure!

Interesting dream after energy work

Last night I had an interesting dream! I can remember it very vividly. As the night before I did my energy exercises that I learned, this time much faster and I also got faster responses from the energy inside. I had light flashes around my eyes, which I learned are the Third Eye strobing. That means that the chakra was full of energy and released it, in these moments one can perceive extreme strong blinding white light flashes! If these flashes should be violet instead of white, it means that creative genius is being released. Many people with Kundalini Awakening have sudden bouts of a talent surfacing that they did not know they had. So far I did not see a violet light strobe, but always white light.

After the whole circle of energy exercises like brushing, stirring, sponging and energy storing into the Sub-Navel Center, I decided again to try for an OOBE. This time I let myself fall. I read from Robert Bruce, that it is easier to fall in trance if you imagine yourself falling without landing, this can bring on some weird sensations, such as “falling” And I had this feeling. However after some time lying quiet and without falling asleep I started seeing red blotches and black shadow blotches moving in front of my closed eyes. As if I could see something behind my closed eyes.

As nothing else happened, I decided to give it a rest and went to sleep.

DREAM: Vision behind closed eyelids

I had a longer dream which I sadly don’t remember anymore, somehow the last bit of the dream stuck with me and makes me think was that only a dream? In this part of the dream I was standing in my office room and I somehow realized that I had vision in a red hue. Everything was kind of subtle red but very clear to see, with some blurring effects. Suddenly in the dream I realized that I could see through my closed eyes and I presumed that I was OOBE. So I got up from the chair. The vision would blur very quickly and then return back to the red hue sight. I walked a few steps through the room and then turned around because I wanted to make sure that I was in fact Out of Body and could see my real body. But as I turned around, there was nothing there. Only my chair and the TV, nothing else. I also remember that I went to the mirror to see if I actually look through my closed eyelids and in fact as I stood in front of the mirror my eyelids were closed.

I have no idea how it continued from here and I have no idea if this was a dream, Lucid Dream or an OOBE. But I suspect it was a form of bleeding through from my energy exercises into the dream. So I do not think it was an OOBE.

Dream: Music lessons, Forest, Initiation

How can it be that there are days in a row when nothing at all happens, no memory of any kind of dream or whatsoever and then BOOM a full night with a dream that just did not want to end until wake up time? Tonight I had another very long dream and I can say for a certainty that there is a color that is constantly repeating. The last two dreams had the same color scheme. RED seems to come a lot in little hints throughout the dream, but mostly at the end of the dream.

DREAM: Music lessons, Forest, Initiation

In the beginning of my dream I remember sitting in a classroom setting. Again with some people I know from my childhood, such as Sabrina, Jennifer and the two sisters Daniela and Sarah. We were being taught how to play the Recorder instrument. (Interesting, because I recently bought a recorder to study it, as I love wind instruments) I remember vividly how the teacher went through the pages of material and there were certain melodies that we were supposed to learn. Sadly I cannot remember any of those really amazing melodies… At the end of this dream I asked the person beside me “How are we supposed to remember all these melodies, he is going so fast? What happens if we forget one note we cannot learn everything by heart from the very beginning in this tempo of teaching.” The teacher suddenly looked at me and came over. He drew a big diagonal line on the empty page of my music book and nod with his head, to show me I need to learn this by tomorrow…

The dream suddenly shifted and 4 of the girls plus myself were walking through a forest, I remember the whole look of the hills, the trail etc. It was getting darker and suddenly there was this tall girl with a blonde hair tail. She had  a needle in her hand and was threatening to sting us with it. Of course it could have been an infected needle with HIV or whatever… So I was scared but at the same time tried to protect the others. Somehow I managed to get the needle from that girl. And as she approached me she accidentally stung her right hand in the needle that was in my hand… She turned around and ran over the hill into the forest… After that I remember seeing myself run along the trail followed by my friends.

Suddenly the dream shifted again. Still in a forest setting, but kind of a clearing. There were hundred of people there all looking at me as I approached this clearing. I felt threatened by them and I knew that these people were belonging to a group I knew from real life. It was all about the leader, who was supposedly still alive. Out of nowhere I got approached by this guy, he was tall, had short blonde hair and grey, blue eyes. He was looking young and he looked at me with this intense gaze. I suddenly could not see my friends anymore. As if they were gone. i asked the young man “How did all of this people got chosen to be in this group? Is there some kind of ritual so HE does know who to choose?” Obviously I was talking about the leader of this religious group. The man turned at me, came closer and answered “look towards your right and you will see!” I looked where he pointed and saw this guy with a red cape, suddenly all of them had these capes waving in the wind breezes. I looked at the man with the red cape and did not understand. The young man suddenly said “Look at his shadow!” I looked at the shadow that this person with the cape was casting and then I understood. His cape was stuck on  a branch and he tried to fight to free his cape. In the shadow it looked like he was breaking free from something that caught him. And I said “I understand, the people get chosen by their strength and ability to not break in hard conditions. Conditions that threaten to hold them tight.” He nodded.

Suddenly the dream shifted and I ran throughout the masses, trying to dodge all the people who were standing in my way, it almost looked like one of these chasing scenes in movies. I did some amazing freestyle dodge moves and was sure this guy would observe my every move. Then out of nowhere the dream shifted and I saw this man, the leader of this group. He had dark blonde hair and blue eyes, he was older, the vision was right in the face of this man, and I remember saying “This is not (…) He did not look like that!

And that was when my husband woke me up this morning at 10:30… He looked at me and said “You make some more noise in the night and I have to kill you!” with a smile on his face. I asked “What noise did I do this time?” He answered “Well first you teeth… I always here banging like on teeth… And then sometimes your body jerks…” And he made a weird motion with his head. I looked at him in awe and answered “Yeah sometimes I get these electric zaps and then I just jolt.

Dream: Cinema, Mansion, Piano, Snake & UFO

Wow… After 4-5 days of not having any dreams and then my decision to cut connection with one of these extremely big Spiritual groups on Facebook, I finally had a night with a very long dream. I would not say it was different dreams, it was all kind of arranged right one after the other and looked kind of like a movie!

DREAM: Cinema, Mansion, Piano & Snake

In the beginning I remember that we were all sitting in a screening of a cinema. I remember there were tons of people there, many of those I have no idea who they actually were. There were tons of children and young toddlers with their parents. As suddenly a voice came on and told everybody that the movie we were going to be shown was called something like “Doom Walking” or something like that. I remember the word Doom and something with W. but not sure if it was actually Walking. The voice continued and told the parents that the material is kind of gory and not for the faint of heart so everyone who has a child in this cinema should leave with the child. I remember many people got up and left the screening room, however some of the parents did not give shit about this and stayed with their children.

Then the scene shifted, I guess it was a scene from this movie. But it oddly felt like I was looking through the eyes of someone. There was a huge front yard with beige stones on the ground. A huge mansion in front of us and there was a balcony and a wide window. In front of us was a Whit piano and I remember that this blonde haired woman and myself tried to get the attention of the man who lived in that mansion. I played a few notes on the piano and obviously tried to match a melody I must have known at that time. No idea if that was a past life, but it almost feels like it. As the man looked out of the window from the balcony I had a close look, he was a little older and had long hair, his whole appearance was elegant! Probably some years ago… Or better said a long time ago when people dressed that way.

After this the dream shifted again and we were all sitting in something that looked like the surface of a huge boat. Not sure though I did not see water this time. It could have been also a wooden isle. I remember that I suddenly got scared because there were 3 long and thin snakes just lying there in front of me on the floor. Someone placed a red plastic blanket on top of the snakes and they began to move. I could not get away, it was like I was paralyzed, I just saw that one of the snakes was now directly sitting right beside me, I saw it’s head! then I did something that was so stupid of me… I blew at the snake and in that moment it rushed with open mouth in my direction, I could dodge it. I jumped on my legs and tried to run away, but could not run, it was like walking through quicksand. Suddenly the snake turned around and rushed towards my leg. It bit strongly in the legs of my jeans. And I could feel it’s teeth very close to my leg. That was the moment I woke up because the alarm at 8:30 began to ring…

Honestly I have no idea how to interpret this dream, all I can do is placing symbols here that were obvious to see if it makes any sense. I know that snakes visit Kundalini Awakened people in dreams. And if the snake bites you in the dream it means Kundalini activates shortly afterwards. But Kundalini is already active so what the snake represented here, I have no idea.


But there was another dream, which I just remembered again. I almost forgot about it. I actually thought I really saw it… So it was weird that it suddenly disappeared out of my memory… I remember now very vividly that I was standing in a forest clearing and there was this aurora lightning, mainly in green colors. But then something happened, the light shifted and I saw a circle like a flying saucer emerging from this aurora lightning! I don’t know why I would forget this dream, but I am very glad that this just reappeared in my mind. Now that I remember it again it actually feels like I did see it, as if it was real. Weird…


Films often portray on the screen elements of our own inner world, with its fantasies, fears, trauma and passions. Looking at the screen is like looking at a mirror in which you see portrayed your own inner life and drama. Therefore the cinema can depict any of these aspects of yourself.

Mansion dreams are quite fascinating. It has long been thought that house dreams link to the personality. A house dream may therefore represent your own thoughts about how you have reacted and how you have behaved as a person. Mansion dreams can link to you and other people.

Dreaming of a piano is a good sign, indicating that everything will be like in a fairy tale, and you may even wonder how it can happen.
And if a girl in a dream played a complicated melody, which caused some feelings, it means that in reality her good friend will become her lover.

In practice snakes have several symbolic meanings. Here is the full list.
“liar” (Snakes can be symbolic of any devious behavior. Do you suspect someone is telling a lie?)
“bitter relationship” (any volatile relationship which is on your mind could trigger a snake dream)
“nasty comments” (A snake strikes ruthlessly – did someone’s comments strike you down yesterday? Did someone complain or make a direct criticism at you? Did you feel the need to make a nasty comments towards someone?)
“negative feelings” (snakes can be symbolic of any type of negative feelings. It maybe even your minds way of expressing the word “problem”. The dream could have a simple meaning as you are thinking about all the problems which seem to keep arising at work or in a relationship)

Dreaming of red is about activation, physicality, passion and intensity. In the chakras red is the root, it’s a primitive energy that expresses itself in terms of survival and prime instinct. Consider the deep blood red that runs through our veins. Life-affirming, flowing, and activating our energy on a very base, physical level. Red is the root that runs through our psyche. It speaks to us of dormant power. Consider fire. It requires an igniting action. The capability of fire is all around us, but it takes a spark to release the power.  The red hot energy is always there, just under the surface. What provokes its resurfacing is key.

When you dream of seeing a blanket in your dream it symbolizes fascination, safety and reliability. The blanket is a symbol of something you can cover up yourself and hide from unpleasant experience. Try to concentrate and find out what in the reality you are hiding from.

Dream: Friends, Destruction, Violence

Last night was again a highly energetic night. I went to bed at 11:30 PM on a Friday evening, which is highly unlikely for me usually. As I am a night owl. But I was so tired. While my husband continued playing chess with lights on I actually fell asleep for a few seconds and then suddenly my body jerked up and I gasped for air. Funny he was not even aware of that… I just turned around and continued with my meditation that I actually wanted to do before I fell asleep. I felt the surging Kundalini current going lower again, it was 3 days in a row now between my shoulder blades, but then I felt it retreating down towards the back side of my Solar Plexus chakra and it continued surging tensed energy bursts there in the spine. After that somewhere around 12:30 my husband turned the lights off and went to bed himself…

DREAM: Friends, Destruction, Violence

This time I was with some old friends, Sabrina, Jennifer and the two sisters Daniela and Sarah were with me and we were having a lot of fun. I do not remember the scenery really, but I do remember that we talked a lot and had a lot of fun.

But then out of nowhere this tall girl came to us and integrated herself in our group. She had long blonde hair and blue eyes… (why are all people I meet that I do not know blonde and blue eyed?) Very quickly the peaceful atmosphere got influenced by her bitchiness behavior and she almost broke the group a part with her controlling demeanor.

We were standing in front of a big tank and a lot of creatures were inside that tank. But my glance fell on the black crayfish, which had a shimmering black chitin armor as skin. A very beautiful creature. But suddenly I see the blonde girl grabbing the crayfish and Scratching with a force of her fingernails over the back of this crayfish and let him fall back in the tank. I asked her very angry “What did you do? How could you??!!” My gaze fell on the injured crayfish and I saw that she scratched off two of the back scalars of his chitin armor and I could see the flesh shining through… I was feeling for this poor creature and got mad at her. I turned to her and tried to explain to her why this is not right and that this armor saves the creatures inside from being hurt. With the armor it can fall on it’s back and doesn’t get hurt… Without it it’s easy food for predators and can hurt itself when falling… But she did not care…

The next moment she was controlling the group and threatened to destroy the peace between us all. But I had enough. I rushed to her and grabbed her at the throat and banged her against a wall… I screamed at her and told her that she needs to get the fuck out of our lives, she does NOT belong there. Because of her everything falls a part!

That’s when the dream suddenly ended. wow… what a trip.

Dream: Old friends, painting contest, black & white feather

Last night I went to bed and did my nightly meditation. This time I could stay alert for a longer time and I saw all those beautiful purple swirls in front of me. I actually practiced this a while with eyes open, it’s amazing to be able to see purple light patches form in front of you in total darkness!

As many times in the past I tried my approach of visualization of rooms, me standing someplace and interacting with objects. And then there is always this tipping point when my visualization has a life on it’s own and shows visuals that I did not intend. However when this happens many times a very bright light swishes through the vision like a windshield wiper and erases the visuals. It’s so weird but it’s happening a lot. At some point I must have fallen asleep.

DREAM:  Old friends, painting contest, black & white feather

The dream was kind of weird and at the end something very interesting appeared which somehow connects to this black & white vision I had the night before.

The beginning was a school kind of setting, I saw all those people again that went with me to the same school in Germany. We were instructed to paint something round. A circle with different colored squares! Everybody painted as best as they could. But then it was Jennifer’s turn to paint and she did something completely different. I saw how she mixed the colors, as if I observed it somehow through her eyes… She did not what was instructed instead of simply drawing a circle with squares inside she painted a lot of more stuff and added it into the squares. At the end she held the picture up and I had a close look. It was looking like a plate with sections of colored squares and inside each square she painted very detailed green peas and other vegetables etc. Then the dream became weird, because there was suddenly this man with black suit… (I have no idea what this MIB thing is in my dreams) And he wanted to use her painting to sell it, he said we can make a lot of money with this! And Jennifer was upset and took her picture away from them.

Then the dream shifted I was still with Sabrina and Jennifer on a big lawn with climbers like for kids. We were doing something there, but it’s too washed out I do not remember correctly! However there was this plate again and there was something black and white on it a pattern and suddenly I saw this huge black & white feather that lay right on top of that. And I remember that I told them very surprised “wow this is what synchronicity is about!” Sabrina looked at me and asked what this was. and I explained “Synchronicity is when two events seemingly not connected come together and connect to each other.” And she was in awe.

That was the dream. I woke up and left my eyes closed it was not morning yet and it was dark. Suddenly out of nowhere a white screen popped up from the right side of my visual field and covered my vision. It was like a white pop up that just suddenly appeared. As I focused on the screen I saw very small letters appearing at the top right corner. While the screen itself just stayed white… I have no idea what that was!